Sea of Uncertainty

This past year has been one hell of an emotional roller coaster ride.  I have so many questions rolling through my brain on a daily basis -- and I am trying NOT to get bogged down in it.  *sigh*  I know that that is much easier said than done.

What if the cancer is still there?

What if the cancer comes back?

What if I can't handle going back to school?  {my stomach has been completely unpredictable since chemo}

What if I can't find a job?

What if I can't handle returning to an office environment?  {I seriously get hives and heart palpitations just thinking about it!}

What's NEXT?

What if...What then...What Next...

And I wonder why I can't sleep at night!  :-\